relationships
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we never dated
I haven’t had the cleanest track record with dating. In fact, I’m known in my family for (unintentionally) leading guys on a lot. I find it kind of funny. It’s a seasonal occurrence when some guy falls in love with me just for me to accidentally play in their face. I don’t mean to. I… Continue reading
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Labyrinth
The transition from young, first love, teen romance to adult, mature, second love romance. Continue reading
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Silver Springs
Your biggest mistake wasn’t letting me go. Your biggest mistake was thinking you were better than me, more attractive than me and more successful than me. Your ego was built on my tears and now that I have no more to shed on a low-life like you, your empire will collapse. All that will be… Continue reading
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Cellophane
“Didn’t I do it for ya?” It’s one of those nights where I feel like I could’ve done more. I could’ve helped you. I could’ve saved us if I just helped you a little more. But then I remember. I remember the one thing I shouldn’t. I remember how emotionless you were that night. I… Continue reading
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Where’d All The Time Go?
You know how life goes. You say you will never miss high school but once you walk across that stage, nostalgia settles in and suddenly you miss when you were a lovefool sophomore with unbraided hair and dozens of necklaces. You hang out with teachers that made an impact on your life, you tour the… Continue reading
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Let Down
I feel like I have officially reached ‘let down’ status. My life is a literal mess. I am a literal mess. I went from being on my knees, begging to be normal, to going out and living life while also experiencing the worst parts of it. Years of begging to be free and happy have… Continue reading
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we can’t be friends
I can’t believe I used to have faith in an insipid, immature boy that thinks posing in front of an ambulance is great Instagram content. What was I actually thinking? Did I seriously believe this was the one for me? A boy that still acts the same way he used to in seventh grade? What’s… Continue reading
Midnight Reflections 