relationships
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we never dated
I haven’t had the cleanest track record with dating. In fact, I’m known in my family for (unintentionally) leading guys on a lot. I find it kind of funny. It’s a seasonal occurrence when some guy falls in love with me just for me to accidentally play in their face. I don’t mean to. I… Continue reading
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BOKeTE
There is a reason why I feel so intensely and why I get so annoyed with people who have wronged me. No longer existing is inevitable. We never know. Nothing is ever promised. It annoys me that I am the only person that sees it this way. The reason why I try to make things… Continue reading
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You’re Losing Me
I know I make a lot of comments, jokes and treat my three year relationship break up lightly but it was very serious. At least to me. Making the decision of walking out on everything I had built for me and this person was so hard. I believe I can say it was the hardest… Continue reading
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Like a Tattoo
The story of how I got my training wheels removed and my reflection on it. Continue reading
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What Was I Made For?
Do you ever just look at photos from when you were younger and want to hug her? Lately, I have. I wish I could’ve done things differently. I wish I wasn’t so naive at sixteen. I wish I could tell her so much. I know she’d be so proud of me. She’d love the woman I’ve… Continue reading
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Labyrinth
The transition from young, first love, teen romance to adult, mature, second love romance. Continue reading
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Ruin The Friendship
I ruined too many friendships by confessing my true feelings. It all ended terribly but I’d say it was pretty worth it. Every relationship I ever got myself into was all because of me. It was always me chasing and confessing. However, there’s one friendship I left untouched that sometimes I regret. My first ever… Continue reading
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So Long, London
I had a whole story ready to be published as my final goodbye to my ex-boyfriend on this blog. After careful consideration, I realized there truly is nothing more to say. I have chosen peace within myself. I have chosen to forget about his existence and to destroy every trace of our relationship. He has… Continue reading
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Silver Springs
Your biggest mistake wasn’t letting me go. Your biggest mistake was thinking you were better than me, more attractive than me and more successful than me. Your ego was built on my tears and now that I have no more to shed on a low-life like you, your empire will collapse. All that will be… Continue reading
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Cellophane
“Didn’t I do it for ya?” It’s one of those nights where I feel like I could’ve done more. I could’ve helped you. I could’ve saved us if I just helped you a little more. But then I remember. I remember the one thing I shouldn’t. I remember how emotionless you were that night. I… Continue reading
Midnight Reflections 