peace
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lo que siento
I imagined this played out a whole lot differently in my head but my oh my it really happened. What a damn coincidence. Who would’ve thought I’d ever see you again? In public. Right now. Today. In the big 2026. Here you are. Right across from me. I never in a million years would’ve thought Continue reading
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End of Beginning
This is goodbye to my teenage years. I went through so much as a teenager. I experienced so many heart breaks, friendship break ups, drama, negative thoughts, eating disorders, body dysmorphia and learned lessons I never wanted to learn the hard way. I never imagined I’d be proud of myself for getting through it all, Continue reading
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So Long, London
I had a whole story ready to be published as my final goodbye to my ex-boyfriend on this blog. After careful consideration, I realized there truly is nothing more to say. I have chosen peace within myself. I have chosen to forget about his existence and to destroy every trace of our relationship. He has Continue reading
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Silver Springs
Your biggest mistake wasn’t letting me go. Your biggest mistake was thinking you were better than me, more attractive than me and more successful than me. Your ego was built on my tears and now that I have no more to shed on a low-life like you, your empire will collapse. All that will be Continue reading
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Are We Still Friends?
I recently came in contact with an old friend. This was a special old friend. A friend I have written about twice on this blog. A friend who will know this is about him when he reads this. He broke contact, finally, and apologized. For so long, I was waiting for this to happen. I Continue reading
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This December
This December, I have goals that I am going to put all of my energy into achieving. This December, I’ll remember all of my worth. This year has been the shittiest year of my nineteen years on this earth. All of my friends and family know this. Hell, even the readers of this blog know Continue reading
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Bad Omens
Taking time to myself has given me the opportunity to think. I think a lot. I’ll overthink or under-think but I think. I like to think about what I have to heal myself for. My first love. Can I really call him that? I guess I can if we’re being technical. I like to think Continue reading
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Happier Than Ever
I loved you so loudly and proudly. Despite the drastic change in your character, I saw what Padme saw in Anakin. It was what I told everyone I knew. There’s good in him. I know there’s still good in him. I don’t know you, so I won’t talk much about the boy you are now Continue reading
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Moral Conscience
A short story about the role karma contributes to one’s life unexpectedly. Karma chooses who it wants, when it wants. Women all over the globe know this all too well. Continue reading
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I’m Scared I’ll Never Sleep Again
I do get asked by peers if I’m ready to start dating again. I tried it. Learned my lesson. Never again. I can’t trust myself enough to not say my ex boyfriend’s name to another man. I can’t trust myself enough to not run away if my ex ever objected at my wedding. I’m eloping Continue reading
Midnight Reflections 