love
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we never dated
I haven’t had the cleanest track record with dating. In fact, I’m known in my family for (unintentionally) leading guys on a lot. I find it kind of funny. It’s a seasonal occurrence when some guy falls in love with me just for me to accidentally play in their face. I don’t mean to. I… Continue reading
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Iris
I have a problem. I delve too far into my future that I begin planning it out before things even happen. Right now, I am thinking too far deep into my future children and my genetic eye disease. I’m still not entirely sure if they’re even going to exist. I’m not sure how much worse… Continue reading
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BOKeTE
There is a reason why I feel so intensely and why I get so annoyed with people who have wronged me. No longer existing is inevitable. We never know. Nothing is ever promised. It annoys me that I am the only person that sees it this way. The reason why I try to make things… Continue reading
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Labyrinth
The transition from young, first love, teen romance to adult, mature, second love romance. Continue reading
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Ruin The Friendship
I ruined too many friendships by confessing my true feelings. It all ended terribly but I’d say it was pretty worth it. Every relationship I ever got myself into was all because of me. It was always me chasing and confessing. However, there’s one friendship I left untouched that sometimes I regret. My first ever… Continue reading
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So Long, London
I had a whole story ready to be published as my final goodbye to my ex-boyfriend on this blog. After careful consideration, I realized there truly is nothing more to say. I have chosen peace within myself. I have chosen to forget about his existence and to destroy every trace of our relationship. He has… Continue reading
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Silver Springs
Your biggest mistake wasn’t letting me go. Your biggest mistake was thinking you were better than me, more attractive than me and more successful than me. Your ego was built on my tears and now that I have no more to shed on a low-life like you, your empire will collapse. All that will be… Continue reading
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Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve
A story inspired by the song ‘Would’ve Could’ve Should’ve’ by Taylor Swift that I find relation to while processing a break up from a 3 year relationship with whom I believed to be the love of my life. Continue reading
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Cellophane
“Didn’t I do it for ya?” It’s one of those nights where I feel like I could’ve done more. I could’ve helped you. I could’ve saved us if I just helped you a little more. But then I remember. I remember the one thing I shouldn’t. I remember how emotionless you were that night. I… Continue reading
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Where’d All The Time Go?
You know how life goes. You say you will never miss high school but once you walk across that stage, nostalgia settles in and suddenly you miss when you were a lovefool sophomore with unbraided hair and dozens of necklaces. You hang out with teachers that made an impact on your life, you tour the… Continue reading
Midnight Reflections 