happiness
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You’re Losing Me
I know I make a lot of comments, jokes and treat my three year relationship break up lightly but it was very serious. At least to me. Making the decision of walking out on everything I had built for me and this person was so hard. I believe I can say it was the hardest… Continue reading
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What Was I Made For?
Do you ever just look at photos from when you were younger and want to hug her? Lately, I have. I wish I could’ve done things differently. I wish I wasn’t so naive at sixteen. I wish I could tell her so much. I know she’d be so proud of me. She’d love the woman I’ve… Continue reading
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Labyrinth
The transition from young, first love, teen romance to adult, mature, second love romance. Continue reading
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End of Beginning
This is goodbye to my teenage years. I went through so much as a teenager. I experienced so many heart breaks, friendship break ups, drama, negative thoughts, eating disorders, body dysmorphia and learned lessons I never wanted to learn the hard way. I never imagined I’d be proud of myself for getting through it all,… Continue reading
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So Long, London
I had a whole story ready to be published as my final goodbye to my ex-boyfriend on this blog. After careful consideration, I realized there truly is nothing more to say. I have chosen peace within myself. I have chosen to forget about his existence and to destroy every trace of our relationship. He has… Continue reading
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This December
This December, I have goals that I am going to put all of my energy into achieving. This December, I’ll remember all of my worth. This year has been the shittiest year of my nineteen years on this earth. All of my friends and family know this. Hell, even the readers of this blog know… Continue reading
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Cellophane
“Didn’t I do it for ya?” It’s one of those nights where I feel like I could’ve done more. I could’ve helped you. I could’ve saved us if I just helped you a little more. But then I remember. I remember the one thing I shouldn’t. I remember how emotionless you were that night. I… Continue reading
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Look After You
Last year I made a brave decision not every young person has to make. In fact, i’ve made a lot of decisions that not many people my age have ever had to make. Around this time last year, it would’ve been two and half months since I had last seen my boyfriend. We didn’t break… Continue reading
Midnight Reflections 