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girl i’ve always been
I’ve had some questions asked by friends about my eye disease so I thought I’d share my thoughts, feelings, and experiences living with retinitis pigmentosa. I’ll start with my negative feelings. I hate that I can’t see but I hate knowing I can’t see even more. The built up frustration I have towards my eyes… Continue reading
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Slow Dancing In The Dark
I fought long and hard to maintain the burning hatred I have for you to ultimately realize that I have none. I never knew how to write a story about you. About us. About the hell you put me through. I finally get it. I finally feel it. I cracked the code. I couldn’t write… Continue reading
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Let Down
I feel like I have officially reached ‘let down’ status. My life is a literal mess. I am a literal mess. I went from being on my knees, begging to be normal, to going out and living life while also experiencing the worst parts of it. Years of begging to be free and happy have… Continue reading
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Bejweled
After years of being held captive and thrown overboard I have officially washed up on shore. I haven’t posted a story in so long but trust there has been so much going on in my life. The more life goes on the more I realize I could write a book about how hectic it is. … Continue reading
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Landslide
I know it’s not a big deal. I know my life’s not over. I know there’s still so much I’m going to do. I know I’m young. I know I am loved and supported. I know I have my family. I know I’m going to move forward from this. I can’t help but be negative… Continue reading
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Peace
For once, I have nothing to say. It has been almost two months since i’ve uploaded a new story. Is this growth? Am I getting old? Am I no longer a kid? Has my frontal lobe fully developed? I feel like for once in my life I am no longer full of so much anger… Continue reading
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we can’t be friends
I can’t believe I used to have faith in an insipid, immature boy that thinks posing in front of an ambulance is great Instagram content. What was I actually thinking? Did I seriously believe this was the one for me? A boy that still acts the same way he used to in seventh grade? What’s… Continue reading
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I Wish you Roses
Before I began dating my current boyfriend, I had a friend named James who I considered great. I met James in my seventh grade math class. I was a very outgoing kid and made it my mission to make others feel my presence and smile. I would talk to anybody and everybody. Any silence would… Continue reading
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Strange
All my life i’ve been told to grow up. When I do it’s wrong and when I don’t, it’s childish. However, there are only so many things I am willing to grow apart from and fully let go. If you’ve been reading my blog, you’ll know i’ve never been the type to let things go,… Continue reading
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the grudge
I’ve recently made a post that I was very hesitant on making. I figured if I want to write about whatever I need to air out, I have to target all of my topics in order. One by one I am going to overshadow the pain inflicted on me throughout my life and bring out… Continue reading
Midnight Reflections
I write about my personal experiences, thoughts, and opinions that keep me up at night in hopes others find relation to my stories and feel a sense of security.
Midnight Reflections 